Invisible Grip
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You’re holding a book that doesn’t read like a book.There is no straight line from beginning to end.
There are no chapter numbers in order.
Some pages are poems.
Some are lists.
Some are five languages screaming the same thing.
That’s on purpose.
For sixteen years I lived inside a maze that changed shape every night.
One day marriage was God’s plan.
The next day it was idolatry.
One day sin was impossible for a real Christian to commit.
The next day it was proof that you never were a child of God.
It won’t make sense the first time.
It didn’t for me either.
The Maze is External. The Grip is Internal.
I’ve seen the trends come and go, and I’ve watched the "noise" leave people exhausted, confused, and broken. After sixteen years of shifting dogmas and moving goalposts, I realized a hard truth: To survive, you don’t need a better map of the maze; you need to understand the Invisible Grip.
But somewhere in the shards you’ll find a piece that fits your hand perfectly.
Hold it up to the light.
Turn it over.
That’s where the door was all along.
The maze didn’t have walls.
It had voices.
And the loudest voice was always the one inside my own head telling me I was the problem.
This book is what it feels like when the walls finally fall
and all that’s left is the echo.Why I Started the Invisible Grip Community
This isn’t just a blog or a book; it’s a long-term strategy for your mindset. In this community, we focus on:Why I Started the Invisible Grip Community
This isn’t just a blog or a book; it’s a long-term strategy for your mindset. In this community, we focus on:
The Grip isn't something that happens to you—it resides in your mind. It is the way you process the world around you, the way you filter what others are saying, and your capability to discern what the "silent hand" or the whisper beneath the crowd is actually suggesting.These timeless principles are the difference between being trapped in a maze and standing upright alone when everyone else has moved on.
Radical Discernment: Learning to hear the silent gesture over the loud noise of the crowd.Vision Integrity: Staying true to your internal compass when the "walls" of society or religion shift.The Long Game: Moving from being "controlled" to being the one who holds the grip on their own reality.If you are tired of the shifting walls and the whispers that try to control you, it’s time to find your grip.[Button: Join the Community on Skool]
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Radical Discernment: Learning to hear the silent gesture over the loud noise of the crowd.Vision Integrity: Staying true to your internal compass when the "walls" of society or religion shift.The Long Game: Moving from being "controlled" to being the one who holds the grip on their own reality.If you are tired of the shifting walls and the whispers that try to control you, it’s time to find your grip.
Stewart Traill in the early days used the church of Bible Understanding flew a banner at large crowds to recruit young people and build his brand.
The mask hides amaze
For sixteen years, I lived inside a maze that changed shape every night. I navigated a world of moving goalposts, where the "truth" shifted with the days—one moment marriage was God’s plan, the next it was idolatry; one moment sin was impossible, the next it was proof you were never "real." When the rules change constantly, you don’t just lose your way—you lose your foundation.
Telling my Story
I realized that surviving the noise isn't about finding a better map of the maze. It is about understanding the "Invisible Grip"—the internal mechanism in your mind that processes the world around you. It is your ability to discern the silent hand gestures and voices, to separate timeless principles from fleeting trends, and to stand upright even when everyone else has moved on.
Stewart Traill
Stewart Traill, the enigmatic founder of the Church of Bible Understanding (COBU), transformed from a vacuum cleaner salesman into a high-control leader who maintained an "Invisible Grip" over his followers for decades. Traill utilized a complex, shifting "maze" of dogma—alternating between marriage as a divine mandate and a sinful idol—to keep members in a state of perpetual psychological instability. His leadership style relied on radical discernment and a "silent hand" of control that dismantled individual autonomy.
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